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Testing compulsions

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My mind is always imagining sexual scenarios about men and I’ve even been compulsively masterbating to it to see if I like them but I just don’t know anymore this time last year I never had thought of being gay but now I don’t know because of these thoughts how do I stop from interacting with these images in my head

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WHY THE F WOULD YOU EVEN CONSIDER MASTURBATING OVER IT? STOP ALL OF THAT NONSENSE!!! Fuck sake!!!

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Not very helpful I only masturbate to it to try and prove whether it’s true or not

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Im sorry but what do you want me to say? People have reactions and compulsions to protect themselves from the thought- You have trained your brain to go through that???- That is not normal! I am sorry, that is not normal and you need to stop that all!

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Dude, stop the testing behaviour, it's just ocd reassurance seeeking. Your orientation is predetermined since your birth, it doesn't change randomly. Start disregarding the thoughts and live your life. Your heart will tell you the truth about your orientation in time. In fact, if you're an adult, it is likely it already did. 

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