Quote from Deleted user on February 1, 2021, 2:59 am
But this OCD is really troubling me in my day to day life too. If I am with friends of the same sex I get worried that I'm staring at them or that I wanna kiss them or something. And if I find any girl remotely attractive it just makes me worry so much. I'm afraid that I was born this way and was living a lie till now. But I still had feelings towards guys before and they were really true. But the intrusive thoughts are simple not stopping and I am really worried that I would find out later on that I was just in denial that I was gay