Quote from Deleted user on February 25, 2021, 1:57 am
Why the heck does false attraction feel so real.It makes me question everything and gives me anxiety I want my attraction to boys back. The only thing that worries me is attraction now because it tells me "see you are attracted to the girl not a boy that's your answer". It's even tricked me into being scared to be in a relationship cause I've never been in one it says like see then how do you know for sure who you are attracted to if you have never been in a relationship, something I never use to worry about, I used to imagine what it would be like and get so excited but now everytime I try to imagine a boy it switches to a girl..... And the scary thing is I don't feel anxiety anymore which makes me think that I want the the though whereas thinking of being with a boy makes me nervous and I start questioning everything... Like what if I won't be att to him or what if I'm lying to myself QUESTIONS I'VE NEVER ASKED MYSELF I've always been nervous about sex but that's about it..... Someone please help I'm on the verge of a breakdown.