Quote from Guest on January 1, 2021, 6:03 pm
Be at peace Jesus loves you. Focus on your recovery . Try to stop ruminating. God wants you to recover. You are not evil. Please try to stop ruminating on all these thoughts. It is tough at first but try. Try for at least 5 minutes. Time yourself. Keep track and try to do better everyday. Only way these thoughts will stop is if you do not ruminate. Offer to Jesus all this suffering and pray for others that are going through the same thing as you.