HOCD Chat
Anonymous193192
funnily enough, i don’t even know what i’m scared of or what i think will happen. my brain just tells me i need to do these things or something bad will happen and it’s starting to consume me. i always feel so guilty and blame myself for everything going wrong around me. anything is better than living this way
Anonymous193192
i have contamination ocd and i feel like it’s taking over my life. my family and friends don’t understand and i feel alone and powerless, as if nothing is in my own hands. i stick to numbers like 24 36 or 48 which makes cleaning all the more hard. even when nothings wrong, i have an urge to just sanitize and clean everything and i still won’t feel like it’s clean
Anonymous193177
And I can even tell it's even real in imagination that I feel so excited when I get aroused by opposite gender. I tried imagine about same gender but got groinal response, I felt disgusted and like I will vomit any time soon. Please help me, I'm straight female, I can never see myself happy with a same gender, like never! I will rather die than doing that. I REALLY NEED HELP
Anonymous193177
When I was kid I watched something inappropriate about same gender and got groinal response, And from that. I don't feel aroused by opposite gender, and I only feel aroused by same gender. The feeling is so disgusting that I want rip off my eyes. I got groinal response but it's feel real, I don't know why I don't feel aroused by opposite gender in real life, but I get aroused by opposite gender in
Anonymous193103
Hello. Is there anyone who has soocd/hocd that is a person of faith. While my faith had never bothered me when it comes to this, I keep getting bombarded that I am repressing myself because of said faith which I don't think is true at all. At the end of the day, I just want to be fine and accept myself in the end if that is the truth.
Anonymous192610
@Anonymous192150: @Anonymous192150: hey i have HOCD☹️ been suffering with this for years now. I started uaing magical numbers as compulsions #33 and #55 to be precise.
Anonymous191767
Anonymous189021
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Anonymous189021
Hi I have a long story I don't know if I have a boyfriend or if I am attracted to a boy is there anyone here who can read a longer story?Please
Anonymous191767
Go ask your friends why are they not answering don't sit and analyse it because it will make ocd worse
Anonymous191767
Don't analyse don't figure it out just stick to your routine and believe in yourself and do things which you use to do when you were fine
Anonymous191767
Don't think when it will go away because it will become another thought keeping doing recovery work one day we will recover
Anonymous191767
Anonymous185541
It's normal see what happen our brain only understand s*x so whatever you see things related to s*x you will feel gronial response our brain doesn't know content it's only understand signal so it's normal to get gronial response because you are seeing things related to s*x
Anonymous185541
When I used to check, I would view gay p**n in order to make it clear to myself that I was not attracted to that, something that I have stopped doing. I stopped because when I viewed the videos, I did not like them yet I still experienced groinal responses. This resulted in panic attacks and more anxiety.
Anonymous190164
Hi, I have saw that lesbian s before coming out usually picture themselves as the guy in p**n. When I fantasize about guys it’s a fantasy about me and a guy and sometimes I imagine what I want him to say and I act as if I’m him and he is talking to me. I’m the only girl in that fantasy so does that mean I am doing the same thing as above, fantasying about being with girls by pretending to be
Anonymous190164
hi, my hocd was triggered so I did compulsions like imagining kissing attractive girls to see if I liked it. I didn’t but then there was a thought saying those are all the girls you like. I believ that’s an ocd thought because I don’t want to be with women. Also I’ve been saying I just want to be the real me again and idk if this is an ocd thought but i got scared that the real me is gay
Anonymous189666
I have a question about anxiety acceptance: Is it ok to tell yourself to feel and tolerate the anxiety and uncertainties so you can focus on them better? Or is that some kind of compulsion?
Anonymous189021
Hi I have a long story I don't know if I have a boyfriend or if I am attracted to a boy is there anyone here who can read a longer story?Please
Anonymous188860
I am 17 years old girl I have hocd thoughts i am very disturbed sometimes pl tell what can I do 🙂
Anonymous188748
Hi, I have hocd but recently I feel like I’ve been getting what I hope to be false memories. I keep remembering scenes of tv shows that I thought to be hot earlier in life and I can only see the girl in these memories. My brain is telling me that I was attracted to these girls before I had hocd. I’m scared that means I’m a lesbian. Is this just ocd or not?
Anonymous188024
Is there anyone who has experienced false attraction when it comes to hocd?? How did it feel??
Anonymous187842
i always loved to watch series where female lead have equal powers like male lead but that time i knew that i am straight and i am just doing so because i am a feminist nut recently a friend asked me if i am a lesbian an i started overthink and its make me feel disturbed and anxioux i dont know what to do
