Anonymous73579 Does anyone know if you ever go back to how you were before? I used to never think about this and then all the sudden it became all I could think about. It still seems like thoughts about figuring out sexuality are always on the back of my mind. Do you ever go back to not thinking about it
Anonymous73579 My other question is can hocd change your sexuality? Because I really don’t want it to change and I never felt like I could be bi at all before these intrusive thoughts started. But the thought doesn’t really scare me anymore, I more just feel sad at the thought of losing what I’ve always wanted before I’ve even had the chance to have it
Anonymous73579This is a great question, try posting it on the OCD main chat and you will get an answer from Michele or Ali
My other question is can hocd change your sexuality? Because I really don’t want it to change and I never felt like I could be bi at all before these intrusive thoughts started. But the thought doesn’t really scare me anymore, I more just feel sad at the thought of losing what I’ve always wanted before I’ve even had the chance to have it
Anonymous91107 The thoughts don’t bother me as much but the feelings that come with them do. When I play out scenarios in my mind on if I would like to have s*x with a dude, it’s starting to feel like I like it instead of disgust or anxiety. Is this normal for HOCD?
Anonymous85441It’s your OCD talking! Just let it talk and don’t talk back! It’s hard but repeat that behaviour and you will see a difference
Like my brain just keeps telling me that I am les, attracted to females, and that I just can't accept it. I have been fighting the thoughts for almost two years and I am so scared that I am no longer straight and just afraid to accept myself as gay or I have really just been straight all along and its my OCD talking
Anonymous91107Any help would be seriously appreciated right now.
The thoughts don’t bother me as much but the feelings that come with them do. When I play out scenarios in my mind on if I would like to have s*x with a dude, it’s starting to feel like I like it instead of disgust or anxiety. Is this normal for HOCD?
Anonymous92083What should I do if i have hocd
It’s your OCD talking! Just let it talk and don’t talk back! It’s hard but repeat that behaviour and you will see a difference
Anonymous95028 is it normal in OCD to doubt that your thoughts are not unwanted? or your brain is trying to convince you that they are not unwanted but you just get so much dstress from it bc you cant accept it?
Anonymous90841 Its a doubting disorder. Everyone who has OCD doubts it. I had the same concerns as well. The less you care about it, and say "meh, whatever" the more the constant brain garbage dies
Anonymous99282 Hey I have a question, Is it a compulsion if every time I see a woman I ask myself if I would want to kiss her be with h? Am I supposed to just observe without asking?
Anonymous99852 Hello everyone, I come down with hocd about 18 months ago sad story really met a girl when I was 20 , 7 years later I married her then had a beautiful son with her a month after he was born I had a gay dream which cut a long story short turned Into an ocd loved women all my life I had male friends who I would go out with all the time etc and now I struggle to face
Anonymous99852 Cant get my head round it all I'm the person above by the way lol I keep doubting its ocd any thoughts upon my situation guys would deeply be appreciated as it's tough to come back to my little family and feel awful of the way I am being.
Anonymous101063 So I have had hocd for about 2 years but i never noticed it until december of 2020 and now i started getting other types of ocd and its rlly bothering me.
Anonymous103120 I have a boyfriend and 4 months ago everything was perfect until I got that thought “What if your lesbian” it started from then and everyday I can’t stop thinking
Anonymous104668 So a good reason why I don't want to be gay is that I don't want to be rejected by my parents. When someone asks me if I want to be gay excluding my parent's situation, I feel as if I will be openly gay . This haunts me . Is it still hocd?? I am so scared. Anyone plz reply. And ya I am new here
Anonymous105194 I have crisis a today. I have very bad mood, very very strong groinal responses and i thingn that this never stop. Can you help me? Please!
Anonymous108112 Hi, I just found this site I’m 12 and I believe I have Hocd and it’s ruining my life. I am doing better in day time during school but when I’m at home (a trigger itself because I’m alone) It just attacks me I can’t eat anything really I can’t focus or anything. When I sleep it comes into my dreams and I have 4 hours of sleep then wake up panicking. I want to scream but I can’t I just
Anonymous109193 hello, im 21 , male, never had "gay thoughts" before in my life, had girl crushes always, had 5 exes all girls and hookups too, wokeup one day with a weird dream and started asking if im gay or not,well its been a month and im doing better but every now and then i thinkmaybe its nothocd and i might be in denial and thats scary, prolly cus i dont have a therapist.. im in college and everything
Anonymous105471 Hey, i have a question. Is it normal if I don't feel anxiety anymore but still have thoughts about girls? I have this feeling like i actually want it and like I'm in denial. Idk but few months ago i would be happy that i don't feel anxiety and I knew i'm not attracted to girls but now I'm not happy and feel like i really want it
Anonymous110365 Hey everyone i was diagnosed with hocd . I feel that i walk like a girl or a gay man it's really horrifying to the point of not getting out of the house
Anonymous114982 Hello! I’m 13 and I am suffering with hocd. I hate the thought of going out with females and it makes me feel sick, I’m really attracted to guys and they’ve always been my crushes. But I always have this memory from when I was 5 or 6… I had one and only friend and she was always there for me. I had recently found out that gay people were real as my aunt is gay. I think I might have gone ou
Anonymous114982 Out with my friend at some point or liked them as something else, idrk but it may have been nothing but I remember them saying we would like together in the future and I kissed their bag and told them to kiss it (idk why lol), but I really regret it and it’s not me at all! Does this make me gay?
Anonymous114982 The thing that scares me the most is secretly being gay my entire life and hiding it! Could this be true? But I really want to date guys and want to have a family someday. Help?
Anonymous116827 I honestly don’t know wtf this is I was just searching for hocd recovery stories because they make me feel better before I go to sleep and found this, what is it?
Anonymous116827 Hello, I am 12 years old and think I’m suffering from HOCD. Before this all’s started, I loved my life. I felt no attraction to girls whatsoever, and had crushes on guys all the time. I obsessed over them. Since I was a very mature child, you could say I knew a lot. Even when I was questioned, I knew I was straight and always had been. I was so straight that I would literally shower with my fr
Anonymous116827 friends and feel no attracted whatsoever. But then one day when I was going for a walk, my mum pointed out a females legs and said “look she has strong legs like you” so that put my attention on that. While we were following a group of people walking up a hill, I was looking at the females in front of me,s b**t. I’m still not sure why I was doing this, but I’m 100% sure it was not in a sex
Anonymous116827 Then the next morning, I was just scrolling on my ohone and was thinking “ew why was I looking at their butts that’s weird” then it hit me. What if your bi? I still remember the feeling. Dizzy, lightheaded, and I even went out and told my mum I was feeling sick. And that’s when it all started
Anonymous116827 There is a lot more to this story, but my main fear is that since I am so young I fear that this will actually affect me in future. There is so much more I want to talk about- but if you want to hear it please reply anyone. And yeah I’m new here
Anonymous114982Hey we are similar ages- the younger ones suffering. Would love to chat
Hello! I’m 13 and I am suffering with hocd. I hate the thought of going out with females and it makes me feel sick, I’m really attracted to guys and they’ve always been my crushes. But I always have this memory from when I was 5 or 6… I had one and only friend and she was always there for me. I had recently found out that gay people were real as my aunt is gay. I think I might have gone ou
Anonymous119461 okay never mind i was looking at guys with big d and force myself to get hard but didn’t