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Anonymous182286
How do you get used to being in public with your hocd. I've recently starting to do erp but I hate when I have my body twitch involuntarily out of fear.
Anonymous182169
Anonymous181450
Has anyone's HOCD turned to them fearing that they are bi?
yes that is happening to me, but some days I get up and start to thinking that I’m a lesbian and that I don’t like boys even tho, deep down, I know the truth which is that I’m straight but it’s so hard to fully convince yourself especially if you experience false attraction
Anonymous181998
Anonymous182101
Hello Anyone here with TransOCD ?
OCD is OCD. It doesn't matter the theme. Techniques for recovery apply the same.
Anonymous182101
Hello Anyone here with TransOCD ?
Seamstress
user 11141
I don’t know if this is common or not , but do I just not go to these areas , or do I just carry on knowing my ocd will be worse. For example at university we have a class that’s in a rough area , I will be alone travelling here and I am so worried about it
I would suggest the following: Don't avoid going to the places that cause you anxiety, but break it down - start out with a place that causes lower anxiety and work your way up to high anxiety and be prepared that you will feel some anxiety. Treat the harm thoughts as OCD and try to disregard.
user 11141
I don’t know if this is common or not , but do I just not go to these areas , or do I just carry on knowing my ocd will be worse. For example at university we have a class that’s in a rough area , I will be alone travelling here and I am so worried about it
user 11141
It almost feels as though I don’t mentally review everything in my head what I’m doing I immediately think I’ve lost control and harmed someone it’s awful . I’m completely broken and I don’t know how to combat this , does anyone have any tips for heightened anxiety when I will be but in high anxiety situations
user 11141
If anyone gets harm ocd and intrusive thoughts is if avoidance if I know I might be in a new area or city on my own , and I am not going to be in routine , I will be travelling into areas that give me anxiety and I just know my intrusive thoughts will be horrendous as I may not be returning there again
Anonymous181868
Is anyone here
Anonymous181856
Anonymous181450
Has anyone's HOCD turned to them fearing that they are bi?
Yes! That has happened to me. I
Anonymous181450
Has anyone's HOCD turned to them fearing that they are bi?
Anonymous181128
Anonymous180770
I get this Wierd symptom i dont know if anyone else gets this but whenever i see someone of the same gender my mouth feels like laughing and smiling but i am actually really uncormfortable and i do not want to smile
I have the exact same symptom
Anonymous180947
Iam getting mad
Helmut Schmacker
Sorry, wrong forum. I was never confused 😀
Anonymous180770
Is no one really here?
Anonymous180770
Anything to do with the same gender really just makes me feel uncomfortable and gross
Anonymous180770
I really hate it
Anonymous180770
And i have to force my mouth shut otherwise i will end up blushing or something idk cause i hage never let it happen
Anonymous180770
I get this Wierd symptom i dont know if anyone else gets this but whenever i see someone of the same gender my mouth feels like laughing and smiling but i am actually really uncormfortable and i do not want to smile
Anonymous180770
Its not really that bad anymore i dont get anxiety, i can control my thoughts which feels great to finnaly be in control of your brain again
Anonymous180770
Im only 14 as well :/
Anonymous180770
I dont even know what to do anymore
Anonymous180770
Fellow hocd sufferers
Anonymous180357
Hey guys
Nalo
Hey guys I don't know what I am doing wrong When I disregard my thoughts it's if I am doing nothing instead I get more thoughts and high anxiety which now causes me headaches. It bothers me to my school work it's hard for me to start my assignments which I have to submit soon. How do you guys cope with life at the same time dealing with OCD?
Ali Greymond
Anonymous171246
There are times where I’m sure I’m straight then time where I get scared I’m not can someone tell me if this is hocd?
yes this HOCD
Anonymous171246
There are times where I’m sure I’m straight then time where I get scared I’m not can someone tell me if this is hocd?
Anonymous171246
Bcz I was always the type to be boy crazy but since I felt into depression i obviously could feel those things anyone who is depressed wouldn’t and one day I just got a random thought out of nowhere in the shower about homosexuality and I started ruminating that what if it’s happening to me and I couldn’t stop thinking about it it was in my mind 24/7 my health ocd turned into sexual ocd
Anonymous171246
Hi For the month and half I think I’ve been dealing with hocd. Bcz since January is been dealing with health ocd and I got out of it for a month and then relapsed. When I relapsed someone really close to me died and I felt pretty numb and that caused me to not feel happy which meant I obviously wasn’t going to feel like hanging out with the guy I like or want to imagine things about boys
Anonymous172622
Idk what is wrong but after having hocd, i started smiling qt another males i knew when i saw them out of absolutely nowhere. Im not even attracted to them it just happens. I am really scared please someone tell me if this is hocd or not.
Anonymous171833
Anonymous163647
Hello I'm not sure if anyone is going to see this but i have been dealing with hocd for almost two years now and the compulsions keep getting more and more extreme. I don't know why my brain feels the need to do such acts and of course after im done with them i feel terrible and even suicidal. And now I'm here because I feel so hopeless
How are you feeling now. Has your attraction to the opposite s*x gone?
Anonymous164515
Hi there. I’ve been struggling with Hocd for just under a week. Does anyone else feel like they no longer are attracted to the opposite s*x. Despite always being into them. I’ve seen the hocd can cause this to happen but wanted to know if anyone else has had this problem.
Anonymous163647
Hello I'm not sure if anyone is going to see this but i have been dealing with hocd for almost two years now and the compulsions keep getting more and more extreme. I don't know why my brain feels the need to do such acts and of course after im done with them i feel terrible and even suicidal. And now I'm here because I feel so hopeless
Anonymous156958
I have this hocd and i am supposed to marry. Idk how will be able to be in a marriage with this problem. U just wish i could have a wife with similar problem
Anonymous156645
Anonymous152112
Hey .. I'm dealing with this too.. from last Oct.. hope you're doing well.. if you learn how to cope up these thought can you help me to? I'm girl
I tried some things, but didn't help permanent.
Anonymous156645
Anonymous152196
I think I have groinal. Because I when my friends show themselves naked I get hard but I don’t really feel aroused, I feel scared and nervous. I keep playing through scenarios in my head and it’s weird because some gay p**n really disgust me and others sometimes even make me get hard. Most friends of mine don’t really get me bricked up but one especially does and I have always imagine having
I can totally relate
Anonymous152196
s*x with him all the time which really causes me to stress out and even when he only touches me hand I get bricked up. I feel so weird but inside of me I know I am not bi. I am 14 please Someone tell me what am I?
Anonymous152196
I think I have groinal. Because I when my friends show themselves naked I get hard but I don’t really feel aroused, I feel scared and nervous. I keep playing through scenarios in my head and it’s weird because some gay p**n really disgust me and others sometimes even make me get hard. Most friends of mine don’t really get me bricked up but one especially does and I have always imagine having
Anonymous152112
Anonymous131585
Now anything i do , i question what i did maybe looked gay or not.. I wakeup with weird gay dreams sometimes, the mornings are the worst because as soon as i wakeup the theme starts and i cant stop it...
Hey .. I'm dealing with this too.. from last Oct.. hope you're doing well.. if you learn how to cope up these thought can you help me to? I'm girl
Anonymous146926
I dont get alot of thoughts/images in my head anymore. I just worry and have anxiety 24/7. Can someone relate?
Anonymous146898
It’s crazy how we all going thru this, I hope we heal and have a beautiful family in the futures, I know the world is saying gay is ok but I truly don’t want that for myself. Ppl are not supposed to be gay I feel like. If that was the case it would just be one s*x right? But what do I know.
sweetyfab92
Anonymous142792
I feel like I need to come here and post or look at mom and constantly remind myself what is at stake(loosing my identity to this voice, hurting my family, etc). if I don't constantly remind myself that I need to disregard any thoughts that may come.. otherwise I feel I might give up and give in to this voice and do something really stupid
Anonymous142792 is me. is anyone online
Anonymous142792
Anonymous142792
I even told myself any thoughts that related to her will feel real even if u don't feel any anxiety.. you need to disregard these thoughts.. but by early morning I am having couple questions... what if I am just resisting... what if isolation is turning me gay?
I feel like I need to come here and post or look at mom and constantly remind myself what is at stake(loosing my identity to this voice, hurting my family, etc). if I don't constantly remind myself that I need to disregard any thoughts that may come.. otherwise I feel I might give up and give in to this voice and do something really stupid
Anonymous142792
Anonymous142792
I am in woman and was in complete isolation this past couple of weeks.. always been straight never looked at a woman differently.. I even shared a bed with my friend(girl)... in isolation I had intrusive thoughts act her.. I thought I need to face my fears.. I came to meet her sleeping on the couch.. I had intrusive thoughts act her while I was talking to her
I even told myself any thoughts that related to her will feel real even if u don't feel any anxiety.. you need to disregard these thoughts.. but by early morning I am having couple questions... what if I am just resisting... what if isolation is turning me gay?
Anonymous142792
I am in woman and was in complete isolation this past couple of weeks.. always been straight never looked at a woman differently.. I even shared a bed with my friend(girl)... in isolation I had intrusive thoughts act her.. I thought I need to face my fears.. I came to meet her sleeping on the couch.. I had intrusive thoughts act her while I was talking to her
Anonymous140386
Before this I never really had an oral fixation when it came to my sexual preferences and my brain constanly playing this scenerio on my head it's so confusing, and exhauting.
Anonymous140386
Can I have a groinal withouth feeling anxiaty? Cause it felt like real arousal and I'm not even freaking out and I don't want to suck other dudes but the thoughts and sensations (something moving on my mouth and tingles on my p***s) feel so real and they feel like some sort of real pleasure but at the same time they made me feel unconfortable and distress. Before this I never really had an oral f