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needyou In my day.. But I do them with the feeling of sadness. I feel sad when I have thoughts in the background of my mind.. This is the difficult part of recovery
User2525 Hey can somebody check my absurd theme in other types
User2525 Can someone chak it and reply please
Joe Its funny on this forum- Everyone comes, writes something, and when they dont get the answer they want to hear or dont get re assurance you come back as guests or pretend to be other guests and try THE SAME QUESTION again. I had a post about HOCD which was viewed almost 300 times in 3 days yet every other post as 3-10 views? Everyone is here for re-assurance and are not working towards Recovery!
Seamstress That's not completely true. I know what you mean, but I am here to help in my recovery as well as to encourage others. By the way how do I see how many views are on a post. Not aware of that feature. My main complaint with this forum is all the spam on it. Hard to find the real posts on forum.
Seamstress Never mind. I see the views now. Wasn't looking in the right place.
Hoping True, really hard to find the real posts
Hoping Hey everyone, does anyone have any suggestions or can share the morning routine you use during the weekends? I have severe OCD especially on weekend mornings, even if the rest of my week has been relatively okay.
User2525 I have an unusual theme can someone reply to it it's in other types of ocd category
andrey_m Can someone help me, please? I need to hear your opinion. Is there someone who has overcome false memory ocd?
Amando Hey i'm struggling with real event ocd. I've had every theme of ocd and did erp and felt better. But now this real event ocd is bothering. It started when i've searched for a girl username on google who sends nudes the i've lied to her and show her some pictures of private part which i downloaded on google.we were s*x chatting then she found out and told but i deactivated my account now i'm afraid
Amando Now i'm afraid that i commited a crime and i also get thoughts that she might have commited suicide and i get urges to hand myselft to the police
Amando Can someone help me?
User2525 It feels loneöy with a theme that nobody else has sometimes i wish i would have a more common theme
User2525 Please somebody answer
User2525 My recovery would be so much eaaier
User2525 Please
User2525 Im so sorry for spam
User2525 I wont put a message for a while just please help im actively doing erp but theres this one question that i haven't got answered
User2525 Actually nevermind that might be reassuranse
Amando
User2525
Actually nevermind that might be reassuranse
Yeah man keep doing erp
User2525 You can just casually check it out but not give reassurase i think it would be okay if people were more aware of absurd themes
User2525
Amando
Yeah man keep doing erp
Because yes
User2525 I justhad a bad daywith erp
User2525 At öeast i realised it now ps oh im filling the chat again sorry
Amando
User2525
At öeast i realised it now ps oh im filling the chat again sorry
No that's fine man i understand you
Amando Did you read my post?
Amando Do you think mine also is ocd?
User2525 Wait one sec i'll read it
User2525 Hmm i get that i once had slight real event ocd (i've had many themes) at least it's more common than mine just do erp no matter what
User2525 Could you read the post about my avsurd theme don't give reassurance just give me a honest opinion and tell me whta you think
User2525 About it
User2525 Abd i absolutely think your theme is ocd
User2525 *and
Jessica How much today
Jessica How much your daily now
Jessica U happy together all day none stop
Jessica Hola
Powerful
needyou
In my day.. But I do them with the feeling of sadness. I feel sad when I have thoughts in the background of my mind.. This is the difficult part of recovery
Oh, totally, the sadness or fear was always in the background for me. But now I am so so much better. you are doing well if you are keeping yourself busy. The sadness will pass, believe me. Just keeping going! Track your rumination. It worked for me, it will work for you, don't give up
Amando
User2525
Could you read the post about my avsurd theme don't give reassurance just give me a honest opinion and tell me whta you think
Where is your post?
Bec1990
Powerful
Oh, totally, the sadness or fear was always in the background for me. But now I am so so much better. you are doing well if you are keeping yourself busy. The sadness will pass, believe me. Just keeping going! Track your rumination. It worked for me, it will work for you, don't give up
Hi all
Kevin Le
Bec1990
Hi all
how did u track ur rumination and im getting better but i sometimes feel like i dont wanna get better it hurts but im making slow progress im becoming an ea and im worried im not set for the job. - 7787754018 fongo
User2525 There is my post
User2525 My theme
User2525 Please somebody reply there
User2525 I have never got an ansver from somebody that knows about ocd
User2525 Sorry for filling the chat again i can wait for an answer i just calmed down but the answer would still be very good

Sometimes I hate myself

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Honestly, waking up everyday having to sleep for 3 extra hours because I can’t sleep because I feel like Jesus hates me is tiring. Everyday I start to cry just thinking about it. Every night I have insomnia, I can’t sleep and all I can do is shake in fear that after this life, I’m done for. It’s the same question from my parents every day, “are you okay?” “Talk to me”.  “ You’re 11, you’re to young for this”

“Don’t let the thoughts in”

I can’t do anything anymore because almost anything triggers my ocd now. I’m always sorry, I’m always sad, I’m always tired, I’m never hungry anymore. When I pray I have thoughts that call Jesus evil things the Pharisees said. Then I ruminate because I can’t decide whether or not I agree with the things they say. I’m always thinking that Jesus looks down on me thinking I’m a disease. I stop praying when I get the thoughts, but that makes me think I agree with them and that makes it worse. When I was 6 I was like, boy I’m gonna live a long happy life. Fast forward 5 years later all I feel is sadness. What’s that you wanna watch tv with mom? It won’t make your sins go away. Every day I ponder to myself is Jesus real? What if I agree with thoughts calling Jesus evil, I stopped doing it so I must agree that it’s real right? I can’t play video games, eat, relax, nothing. All I do now is sleep and feel like my life is over. It dosent feel like ocd anymore. I feel like everyday I struggle to even find out who I am. Every day I’m depressed, sad , anxious about the afterlife. I can’t take it anymore, sometimes I feel like abandoning my own religion because it’s too much stress. I say that I’m fine, IM NOT FINE.

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What do you mean I’ll find out when I die, by the time I’m dead I can’t do anything. When someone says don’t intentionally think of blaspheming God, then I’ll start to think about it and i can’t get it out of my head. Everyone says I’m not the same anymore, honestly was I ever Christian?

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All of those emotions you are feeling are Ocd. All those thoughts that Jesus does not love you are ocd. Please try to stop ruminating. God loves you so much. If God loves the biggest mass murderer on earth do you think he won't love someone with a mental illness? You are not sinning. Those are not your thoughts. Throughout all of this remember Jesus loves you. Even if you don't feel it, your ocd tells you otherwise . Jesus loves us no matter what.

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Can you explain something to me though

i get blasphemous thoughts about Jesus saying the things the Pharisees said about him, so that stops me from doing the thing that triggers it. I don’t believe it but I’m worried that counts a blasphemy

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It matters not if it is blasphemy or not. You can't control the thoughts . God is not going to hold accountable for something you can't control.

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Jesus knows and loves you! Keep praying to Jesus as if the thoughts were never even there. Ignore them the best you can! I am a pastors son and have been fought with things trying to make me doubt for years. Jesus loves you always and knows exactly what you are going through. The first time I dealt with this I was almost your same age. The thing that helped me most was to tell God to please help me through this. Give me strength and wisdom. It helps to live your life’s as if those thoughts have no power. Right now it feels like thought rules your life and that is the case when someone has ocd. I felt like I couldn’t even play video games that were rated E for everyone. All the things you were going through there’s been someone else that’s gone to the same exact thing. Your life is not over. No matter how terrible the thought feel trust me no thought could surprise me bc I’ve been there! Keep living as if the thought has no value bc the thought is 100% lies. Make it a goal today to do something that you used to enjoy. For me I played my game and of course the dreaded thoughts came but guess what I’d keep playing the game! The longer you play that game without letting thoughts stop you the easier it will become. This works for most of everything. When you feel like you can’t pray bc of the thoughts just keep praying and trust me I know it won’t be easy but God knows what you are going through just pray to Him! Hope this helps! You are going to make it! Just keep living your life and don’t let the thoughts stop you from doing things you love! God loves you! I love you! Praying for you