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needyou In my day.. But I do them with the feeling of sadness. I feel sad when I have thoughts in the background of my mind.. This is the difficult part of recovery
User2525 Hey can somebody check my absurd theme in other types
User2525 Can someone chak it and reply please
Joe Its funny on this forum- Everyone comes, writes something, and when they dont get the answer they want to hear or dont get re assurance you come back as guests or pretend to be other guests and try THE SAME QUESTION again. I had a post about HOCD which was viewed almost 300 times in 3 days yet every other post as 3-10 views? Everyone is here for re-assurance and are not working towards Recovery!
Seamstress That's not completely true. I know what you mean, but I am here to help in my recovery as well as to encourage others. By the way how do I see how many views are on a post. Not aware of that feature. My main complaint with this forum is all the spam on it. Hard to find the real posts on forum.
Seamstress Never mind. I see the views now. Wasn't looking in the right place.
Hoping True, really hard to find the real posts
Hoping Hey everyone, does anyone have any suggestions or can share the morning routine you use during the weekends? I have severe OCD especially on weekend mornings, even if the rest of my week has been relatively okay.
User2525 I have an unusual theme can someone reply to it it's in other types of ocd category
andrey_m Can someone help me, please? I need to hear your opinion. Is there someone who has overcome false memory ocd?
Amando Hey i'm struggling with real event ocd. I've had every theme of ocd and did erp and felt better. But now this real event ocd is bothering. It started when i've searched for a girl username on google who sends nudes the i've lied to her and show her some pictures of private part which i downloaded on google.we were s*x chatting then she found out and told but i deactivated my account now i'm afraid
Amando Now i'm afraid that i commited a crime and i also get thoughts that she might have commited suicide and i get urges to hand myselft to the police
Amando Can someone help me?
User2525 It feels loneöy with a theme that nobody else has sometimes i wish i would have a more common theme
User2525 Please somebody answer
User2525 My recovery would be so much eaaier
User2525 Please
User2525 Im so sorry for spam
User2525 I wont put a message for a while just please help im actively doing erp but theres this one question that i haven't got answered
User2525 Actually nevermind that might be reassuranse
Amando
User2525
Actually nevermind that might be reassuranse
Yeah man keep doing erp
User2525 You can just casually check it out but not give reassurase i think it would be okay if people were more aware of absurd themes
User2525
Amando
Yeah man keep doing erp
Because yes
User2525 I justhad a bad daywith erp
User2525 At öeast i realised it now ps oh im filling the chat again sorry
Amando
User2525
At öeast i realised it now ps oh im filling the chat again sorry
No that's fine man i understand you
Amando Did you read my post?
Amando Do you think mine also is ocd?
User2525 Wait one sec i'll read it
User2525 Hmm i get that i once had slight real event ocd (i've had many themes) at least it's more common than mine just do erp no matter what
User2525 Could you read the post about my avsurd theme don't give reassurance just give me a honest opinion and tell me whta you think
User2525 About it
User2525 Abd i absolutely think your theme is ocd
User2525 *and
Jessica How much today
Jessica How much your daily now
Jessica U happy together all day none stop
Jessica Hola
Powerful
needyou
In my day.. But I do them with the feeling of sadness. I feel sad when I have thoughts in the background of my mind.. This is the difficult part of recovery
Oh, totally, the sadness or fear was always in the background for me. But now I am so so much better. you are doing well if you are keeping yourself busy. The sadness will pass, believe me. Just keeping going! Track your rumination. It worked for me, it will work for you, don't give up
Amando
User2525
Could you read the post about my avsurd theme don't give reassurance just give me a honest opinion and tell me whta you think
Where is your post?
Bec1990
Powerful
Oh, totally, the sadness or fear was always in the background for me. But now I am so so much better. you are doing well if you are keeping yourself busy. The sadness will pass, believe me. Just keeping going! Track your rumination. It worked for me, it will work for you, don't give up
Hi all
Kevin Le
Bec1990
Hi all
how did u track ur rumination and im getting better but i sometimes feel like i dont wanna get better it hurts but im making slow progress im becoming an ea and im worried im not set for the job. - 7787754018 fongo
User2525 There is my post
User2525 My theme
User2525 Please somebody reply there
User2525 I have never got an ansver from somebody that knows about ocd
User2525 Sorry for filling the chat again i can wait for an answer i just calmed down but the answer would still be very good
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I am struggling so hard with a memory and I know it’s not a false memory. This is so painful to even talk about but I need help. Years ago I remember watching something dirty and since I was aroused I had a thought like oh I should just try it with a girl in college. But I don’t want that at all. I don’t desire that in any way. It is so painful to think about because I know that’s not what I want but it keeps repeating over and over in my head. It drives me crazier that I have an amazing boyfriend and for a year and a half in our relationship, this never once crossed my mind and I never felt like I was hiding anything from him. Now I feel the need to confess. I don’t want to because it will make him think differently of me. This is horrible. I have done ERP so many times with this and it helped but since this won’t stop it’s making me think it’s not OCD. I have been doing erp for months but I keep getting worse now. I’m trying so hard please help me people. What do I do? Is it ocd? Do I need to confess something that I don’t even want and it’s so painful? I don’t want to ruin the best thing that has ever happened to me( my boyfriend) 

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I understand what you're going through right now..just because u were aroused  and u had a thought like that needn't mean anything.You have to remember that something from the past (which is otherwise irrelevant) is bothering you only because u fear it. I too used to worry a lot abt the first time i had a thought like this. No matter how much i try to move forward i think abt "why did i think all that in the first place?" And get stuck and starts ruminating. Just accept that a thought came to ur mind and accept that its there thats all. Disregard anything that comes with it ..be fear or anything and move forward. Its gonna scare u so much that u are so convinced that its true but i promise u it will get better. Just dont respond to it at all. Its not gonna be easy i know but it will definitely work. Also expect thoughts to come back which it will and just disregard aftrr the first thought and dont involve in compulsions. Hope u get better 🙂

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Thank you for your response. It means so much to me. 

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That first response you had was the OCD welcoming party. It was not you.