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ok so like i definitely think I’m recovering because I don’t get any more anxiety when I get these thoughts and I don’t spend as much time as I used to but now I can’t stop thinking that I might just be lying to myself. Like I think oh she’s so pretty and then a thought comes that says oh you like her and I say nah but it feels as if I do. Like it feels as if I like the thoughts and idk I’m confused now. I say I don’t want to be gay and usually that’s very true but then sometimes I get thoughts like these and it messes me up for a little bit because I think maybe I do want to be gay. Idk am I just in denial? please help. 

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Does anyone else have this problem?

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Stop looking for reassurance and keep pushing. It calms than tries again when you least expect it- do not let your guard down and KEEP PUSHING!!!! NO MATTER WHAT! Remember all the bs lies it said before and nothing happened- Because it never will!!!! 

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I am also recovering ......sometimes when I attract to opposite sex or try to talk or trying to feel happy n ok.....then I get a thought that I am running away from the truth...and seriously it's scary.....what this is happening.... when I m trying to be like old days

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Your giving it way too much attention- that is what is happening- you are so focused your brain is on fire- YOU NEED TO STOP and STOP NOW!