Rabies OCD

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My ocd theme is rabies and it’s horrible. Ive been going through it for over a year and I’m not even sure if this trigger is ocd or not because I don’t know if the sounds I heard were real. I heard sounds that I thought sounded like a bat and I remember laying in bed awake and it stopping. Im not sure if it was real or a dream of me laying in bed hearing it and now I’m afraid I could’ve been bit by a bat in my sleep. Is this ocd? It’s so hard for me because my life is on the line if I’m wrong. Most ocd fears won’t kill you if they come true but mine will. I have to ask if it’s ocd because I don’t know if the bat sounds are real or not because my life is on the line if they’re real and it’s not ocd. I just want this to end.