Really need help with False Memory OCD. In continuation to the topic: "Can anyone help with False Memory OCD" I would like to hear your opinion.
Quote from andrey_m on February 11, 2021, 7:42 pmHello. Sorry to distract you again, but I would also like to hear your opinion on the following situation, which worries me very much. The fact is that it is also connected with previous thoughts and goes, as it were, in continuation to those environment-situations.
I was sitting on the couch listening to music, getting upset about my past OCD situation and trying to figure out if there was something there or not. I was very mentally upset, obsessive thoughts or obsessive imaginations of thoughts constantly crawled into my head that I wanted to attack out of despair. I was sitting on the couch listening to music. I imagined, as it were, thoughts in my head, in order to understand whether I had such a thought, it immediately provoked the thought that I suddenly attacked. But I realized that I was imagining a thought and I don't remember going somewhere, taking a screenshot on my phone. I was sitting on the couch listening to music and in my head I imagined an OCD forum and remembered how I was given advice on OCD, I turned my head the other way and said that it (in the sense of OCD) imposed on me that I gave up (meaning the past OCD situation) and as if most likely imagined the idea that I would like to attack (as if I imagined the idea that I gave up), I immediately looked at the floor and as if asked myself: "Have I imagined a thought for everyone?", I looked to the left and, as it were, imaginations of thoughts or thoughts began to creep into my head, that suddenly I did not imagine, but really had a thought, and suddenly I went out and suddenly I attacked or the imaginations of thoughts began to creep into my head that I seemed to want to attack, I already I don't remember exactly, and the thought immediately came to my mind, what if I attacked. I immediately took the phone and photographed the socks, as I realized that I didn’t remember leaving, but it was snowing and wet outside, the socks would be wet. I realized that I was most likely imagining a thought and this provoked the thought that I suddenly attacked. I kind of imagined the thought that I had given up and that I wanted to attack. But after a while I realized that I remember the first time I imagined a thought and asked myself why I imagined it, and how the thoughts came further and what exactly was I don’t remember, but I remember that, most likely, thoughts began to creep into my head, that suddenly I didn’t imagined, and suddenly I had a real thought or imagination climbed that I seemed to want to attack, which provoked the thought that suddenly I attacked, in general, I remember that something frightened me, perhaps an imagination of a thought or thought, or that I kind of imagined the thought that I wanted to attack, and this imagination or thought provoked the thought that I suddenly attacked, but I understood and understand that I do not remember leaving. But this situation scared me very much. It kind of eclipsed the old OCD situations. I myself am worried that why did I imagine the thought that I want to attack? I realize that I was in a bad mental state and was pondering an old OCD situation and could imagine a thought. But thoughts creep into my head that suddenly I had a real thought. Due to the fact that I do not have panic and felt terribly mentally, thoughts that scare me come into my head, that suddenly, against the background of this, I had a real thought and suddenly I attacked. I understand that I felt terrible and ideas of thought that I seemed to want to attack, but I understand that I most likely imagined a thought, and then I was either attacked by imaginations of thoughts that I seemed to want to attack, or I was like I would have imagined the thought that I wanted to attack, or thoughts began to creep into my head that suddenly I did not imagine the thought, but suddenly I attacked and the thought occurred to me that I suddenly attacked. I am very worried about this situation. Thoughts come into my head that suddenly this is not an environment? Suddenly I did not imagine a thought, and suddenly I had a real thought and suddenly I went out and suddenly I attacked. Because of all these OCD situations, I feel mentally awful: I don't feel panic and it scares me, thoughts pop into my head that suddenly I'm not scared, suddenly I wanted it and suddenly I attacked, although I understand what I could have imagined thought, but I don't remember leaving. Thanks in advance for your reply.
Hello. Sorry to distract you again, but I would also like to hear your opinion on the following situation, which worries me very much. The fact is that it is also connected with previous thoughts and goes, as it were, in continuation to those environment-situations.
I was sitting on the couch listening to music, getting upset about my past OCD situation and trying to figure out if there was something there or not. I was very mentally upset, obsessive thoughts or obsessive imaginations of thoughts constantly crawled into my head that I wanted to attack out of despair. I was sitting on the couch listening to music. I imagined, as it were, thoughts in my head, in order to understand whether I had such a thought, it immediately provoked the thought that I suddenly attacked. But I realized that I was imagining a thought and I don't remember going somewhere, taking a screenshot on my phone. I was sitting on the couch listening to music and in my head I imagined an OCD forum and remembered how I was given advice on OCD, I turned my head the other way and said that it (in the sense of OCD) imposed on me that I gave up (meaning the past OCD situation) and as if most likely imagined the idea that I would like to attack (as if I imagined the idea that I gave up), I immediately looked at the floor and as if asked myself: "Have I imagined a thought for everyone?", I looked to the left and, as it were, imaginations of thoughts or thoughts began to creep into my head, that suddenly I did not imagine, but really had a thought, and suddenly I went out and suddenly I attacked or the imaginations of thoughts began to creep into my head that I seemed to want to attack, I already I don't remember exactly, and the thought immediately came to my mind, what if I attacked. I immediately took the phone and photographed the socks, as I realized that I didn’t remember leaving, but it was snowing and wet outside, the socks would be wet. I realized that I was most likely imagining a thought and this provoked the thought that I suddenly attacked. I kind of imagined the thought that I had given up and that I wanted to attack. But after a while I realized that I remember the first time I imagined a thought and asked myself why I imagined it, and how the thoughts came further and what exactly was I don’t remember, but I remember that, most likely, thoughts began to creep into my head, that suddenly I didn’t imagined, and suddenly I had a real thought or imagination climbed that I seemed to want to attack, which provoked the thought that suddenly I attacked, in general, I remember that something frightened me, perhaps an imagination of a thought or thought, or that I kind of imagined the thought that I wanted to attack, and this imagination or thought provoked the thought that I suddenly attacked, but I understood and understand that I do not remember leaving. But this situation scared me very much. It kind of eclipsed the old OCD situations. I myself am worried that why did I imagine the thought that I want to attack? I realize that I was in a bad mental state and was pondering an old OCD situation and could imagine a thought. But thoughts creep into my head that suddenly I had a real thought. Due to the fact that I do not have panic and felt terribly mentally, thoughts that scare me come into my head, that suddenly, against the background of this, I had a real thought and suddenly I attacked. I understand that I felt terrible and ideas of thought that I seemed to want to attack, but I understand that I most likely imagined a thought, and then I was either attacked by imaginations of thoughts that I seemed to want to attack, or I was like I would have imagined the thought that I wanted to attack, or thoughts began to creep into my head that suddenly I did not imagine the thought, but suddenly I attacked and the thought occurred to me that I suddenly attacked. I am very worried about this situation. Thoughts come into my head that suddenly this is not an environment? Suddenly I did not imagine a thought, and suddenly I had a real thought and suddenly I went out and suddenly I attacked. Because of all these OCD situations, I feel mentally awful: I don't feel panic and it scares me, thoughts pop into my head that suddenly I'm not scared, suddenly I wanted it and suddenly I attacked, although I understand what I could have imagined thought, but I don't remember leaving. Thanks in advance for your reply.