I'm so lost

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I feel completely lost and broken. I dont feel like the parts of me I loved the most are accessible anymore. I dont feel like me anymore. I dont love the things I used to anymore. I'm so scared all the time. One minute I think ocd is gone than the next I'm plagued with thoughts of murder and pain and the worst possible case scenarios. I feel like I cant stop the thoughts. I am in a state of constant worry and I feel so stuck in my recovery. I dont know why nothing feels ok. My relationships are wounded. I just feel like I cant breathe. I can never enjoy things fully the way I used to. My loved ones are suffering along side me. They dont know what to do, and neither do I.  I dont know how to stop it.

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Hey, sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. I think you are also suffering from depersonalization , I also had a minor form of this in the beginning of OCD recovery. Search for Ali’s videos about depersonalization and watch a few of them and do ERP for it. You will start to feel better! Succes!

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You needs to ERP in all possible way. What ever it is let scary thought run in background and try to focus on present. With ocd anxiety and depression comes , that is what you are felling right now no interest and don’t fell present of your self etc. whatch Ali’s Vidio about ocd recovery it will help.

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