I'm really worried about memories and feelings pocd

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I had thoughts that felt like memories and i was looking at people and going "I don't care if I'm attracted to them" and stuff in the thought and it feels so real and I'm very scared it keeps freaking me out I feel very hopeless I think I am what I hate most and I looked at an so-ocd poster and it compared homosexuals and people with ocd and the homosexual part of the poster was going "I remember being this way since I was young" and then i started getting those thoughts in my head and I am even more convinced I'm a horrible person I want it to go back to before the thoughts and feelings I want it all to stop it is making me terrified I can't sleep

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Relax.. Ocd tricks you