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Hello. I would like to clarify the following situation. I have False Memory OCD. Topic related to "suddenly I attacked a man." Previously, there were situations when thoughts came to my mind that I suddenly attacked, I realized that I did not remember doing this, thought about this situation and imagined an idea, how would I imagine if I had such a thought, the thought immediately came to my mind that suddenly I just attacked, thought gives me scinario,The thoughts that suddenly I put a person in the room are creeping into my head, but I realized that the keys to this room are with the neighbors. Thoughts crept into my head that suddenly the neighbors had left the door open, that they had suddenly forgotten to close it. I realized that checking out that room would only increase OCD, but I realized that I had imagined a thought, but I do not remember going somewhere. Previously, there were also situations that I represented a thought, but did not remember exactly what kind of thought I imagined, the thought immediately came to my mind that suddenly I attacked, suddenly I had a thought, suddenly attacked, but I understood what I had imagined thought, but did not remember what exactly, but did not remember going somewhere. I understood that, as if imagining a thought, I provoked the appearance of the thought that I suddenly attacked, but I understood that I did not go anywhere, but the thought came to my mind that I suddenly attacked. I wanted to clarify about the following situation. I remember that I got up in the morning and went to drink water. I came, went to bed, thought about the past situation associated with false memory, most likely imagined a thought, the thought immediately came to my mind that I was suddenly ready, but I realized that I was lying on the couch, I realized that I didn’t remember exactly how I imagined a thought, an idea came to my mind that suddenly I did not imagine a thought, but suddenly I had a thought, suddenly I did not imagine a thought, suddenly I attacked, but I realized that most likely I imagined a thought and the thought came to my mind that suddenly I attacked, but I could not remember exactly how I imagined the thought, the thought came to my mind that suddenly I did not imagine the thought, suddenly I had a thought, but I realized that I was most likely thinking about the past situation with the OCD and imagined the thought to my head the thought came that I suddenly attacked, but I was lying on the couch and realized that I did not clearly remember how I imagined the thought, the thought came to my mind that suddenly I did not imagine, and suddenly I had a thought, suddenly I attacked, but I understand that I don't remember exactly how I imagined the thought. Tell me if this is a false memory environment or not. Thoughts creep into my head that suddenly I did not imagine a thought, but suddenly I had a thought, suddenly I attacked, but I understand that most likely I imagined a thought and the thought came to my mind that I suddenly didn’t imagine, but I do not clearly remember how imagined a thought. Tell me, what is the reason for the fact that I do not remember exactly how I imagined the thought? Is this situation a manifestation of false memory OCD, and how do I characterize the fact that I was imagining a thought, thus provoking OCD thoughts that I suddenly attacked? Thanks in advance for your reply.