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So I’m recovering from my hocd but there’s times in class or when I just see a random guy that these thoughts come in saying “oh he’s cute” and it freaks me out because it gives me a weird feeling. like I’m not gay and even if I was some of these people that I have these thoughts for I don’t even find attractive and then I feel bad because I get anxiety around them when I interact with them. It’s not that I don’t want to interact with this person but these poor guys just happen to be the target of my ocd. What sucks even worse is that some of these thoughts get real bad like I wanna have sex with them and that it feels so real that I wanna do it. Is anyone else going through this? 

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Yes! I am! 
I’m a woman and I’m going through something similar. I keep getting random thoughts just like this, it’s crazy. I’m working on disregarding My thoughts too and on some days it’s so easy, but on others it just kills me. It’s so upsetting. Just recently I was thinking about a friend of mine that recently came out as bi and my OCD took me down a path where I started wondering if I was like her and then I started wondering if I would like to be with her ( sexually ) and my OCD even said yes and as soon as I said yes I got immense amount of anxiety. It was so bad. I just want to be happy with my boyfriend, but OCD doesn’t let me. Ugh 

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Its all OCD- ALL LIES!!!! You need to sit with it and move on- We have trained our brains to be scared over a BULLSHIT LIE and we are all RUINING OUR LIVES with bullshit! We need to defeat OCD and the only way to to push through and ignore/ disregard the thoughts- NO MATTER WHAT! Your history if proof that NOTHING EVER HAPPENS

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I had a memory from last 7 years ago... actually we were in a boys hostel and he was sitting on my lower tummy ....just for kidding......he talked about something that gave me arousal.......but my mind says you were aroused by a him due to sitting on lower tummy......but I don't remember clearly....but I was totally ok that time...

Hocd gives me doubt about a event happend 7 years ago......but 7 years ago.....I didn't feel disgusted....but know it's giving me anxiety and panic