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Quote from Harsh on February 3, 2021, 5:55 am

 

I m slowly trying to recover......I get my attraction to girls back.... but.....when I start to feel little comfortable and ok.....it through something weird.....like I was scrolling my Instagram...and sudden found a good looking actor.... there was a impulsive reaction to it like ....he is good looking.....you are attracted and should kiss....this thought happens in seconds and lefts me shocked and uncertain and when I again try to look at the picture it becomes more powerful and feels like you are attracted....feels like it's end of everything......why my brain is reacting like this......it never happened before ....in the past I only praised he is good looking..and try to be like them........but now it gives negative thoughts.....and again I get in the black hole......I also questions my past....