Quote from Guest on March 13, 2021, 10:10 am
This is exactly how i feel except i’m a girl and have always loved guys my whole life! My ocd is basically trying anything at this point to get me into ruminating, i am in the recovery process as well and some days it’s so clear to me how i am okay and then other days my brain is so clouded it scares me. I just want to live my life with my boyfriend. I truly believe ocd will not stop at anything it will come up with the craziest scenarios ever to get you to freak out and have anxiety. We have to learn to live with uncomfortableness even though it is so hard. We are truly fighters and we got this!