Quote from Guest on February 16, 2021, 6:09 pm
I hardly ruminate at all about it anymore. The only thing keeping me in the loop is the fear of being attracted. Every time I see anyone of the same sex. It doesn’t cause much anxiety anymore but it still bothers me, but that’s all. I don’t go around thinking about it all day everyday anymore. I don’t avoid anymore. Mainly everything has gone away except that. Hopefully I’m close to recovering.